fond memories

a while ago, one of my closest friend, my, was online and asked me what will i write... seriously i don't know what to write... but fond memories came rushing back. i had the feeling that i was lingering around her house, chatting until way too late at night and i had to make up 'smart' excuses for my parents when i got home :p

it was really fun back then. even though i feel uneasy, guilty at first, in the end i guess things have gone the best possible the situation allowed :) too many things shared, too many gossips whispered, too many sarcasm exchanged, and not forgetting too many mosquitoes fed! :p and i really enjoyed it. it was like somewhere i can run freely (but sometimes i worry i might meet someone i feel guilty towards). it was (and still is) somewhere i can talk without worrying i might hurt people, coz i really don't know what to say to hurt this fella. one hell of a kind i'd say.

most of the time i'd just smile, laugh, listen to everything. i seldom do the talking, but i comment once in a while. the only thing i guess i'm more updated was about harry potter :p that was our interest back then, or at least mine :p but then i was always stopped when i wanna comment more on the latest book. not because she isn't interested, but because she was kinda lagging behind (due to the price of that damned book). but it was nice. to see emotions running freely...

but there was once i got this message that she was sad, wanted to talk, but i wasn't around town at that time. and up till today i still feel guilty. someone was counting on me, yet i couldn't make it. disappointed, eh? well, i share the same disappointment too, if not more.

yea... the fond and precious part was letting my emotions run freely. yea... people might not notice it, but small little things, small little details, lighten my day (or night :p ). my sincere gratitude to you. i guess you know why i'm thanking you. thanks loads.